DASHA IN NORWAY : super volunteers

The whole point with blogging its kind of get of my mind and let the words out for couple of moments but right now its about sharing with who ever gonna reed this post gonna know how was my fall and start of winter LOOOOOOOOOONG NORWEGIAN WINTER , and how its end in desember and who helped me and took care of me and who actually cared about things i care .

I wanna cry right now because there is only couple of days left that i will see them , yes there is a chance that i will meet them again in some other places in Norway but its not gonna be the same .... i will not spend all day long with them laugh and bully eachothert its gonna be empty after you its gonna be sad its gonna be cold with out you and walking to the store to buy stuff going to be harder I HAVE TO CARRY everything my self and im not gonna be mushroom anymore i will not go down town to buy yogurt heaven anymore not alone ... I will try to work as hard as i did when you were here but my motivation exactly for these past monthes were them i hope i will manage somehow i will try to find something else i have my crazy people here that will get me bussy .

its very sissy to write about this or kind of seems fake but its true its really hunest , i was really afraid to work with you even for couple of month because you were not the happiest persons to met us at first day you were sceptical and trying to ignore us as much as it possible i was angry at you and you didnt want to smile for me to take a picture you were only smiling when it was neccesery so i thought my presents its when you dont wanna smile , i still remember that and i will never forget .

when you came to Tromsø for the first time i was scared that its gonna be very big challange to work with you i think you felt the same it was akward every single word i would say to you and everything i would do seems crazy or not logical for you , yes you have been told that i am crazy so ... yess...

After awile we start to get use to eachother or you got use to me i just was wondering around .. when you start to really helping me in every single detail small or big from carrying the bags to make fall camp work i didnt know what i could do with out you how could i survive this fall you put all your energy all your time with out any single day off you gave your 100% positive input you motivated so many people you showed what is actually is importante and why we are volunteers , you motivate me to continue to want more from my self you were there for me in all kind of situation and i always knew that you care and you are there all of us knew that , you gave us so much idea so much gold words priceless to work with that i will never forget , in so little and short piriode you did more than people usually do in many years .... so much active so much energy where it come from ?! you thought us this too at least you tried ,we will practice it after ..

DONT STRESS PLEASE i will never forget this you all the time told me this but im not stressing right now but i have your both voices in my head that keep saying that its kind of creepy of me and crazy but i got use to you two im not stressing not but when i did you were always there to help everysingle step .....

im not stressing now im just happy that i met you and im really sad that i have to say goodbye its your last days here and everyday people talking about that you leaving and what is you next stop what you will do im really happy for you really really exited and this is just part of your journey and its finished now its start of new begining you will meet alot of awesome people and you wil motivate alots of other volunteers and many youth to be volunteers im happy that other people get that chance that i got .

Thank you that you've been so pationt with me so calm and so carrying so helpfull and thank you that you became so good friends to me thanks to both of you that you never ever said noo to any favor that i asked you just the first one when in Sørmarka you didnt want to smile but its okei i will get trough that one though .

Im not actually looking forward to say goodbye to you at sunday im scared im very happy that i get the chance to know you two you are so different and so intresting in totally differente ways and so funny you made me laugh so much i bullied you soooooo much and you both too and i loved that moments i will miss you so much and Red Cross House will be so empty with out you , we all going to miss you .

i will miss arguing at loud about dragon ball and naruto Marvel superheroes and how much tricks you showed me with the fingers .... we always had something to joke with and how much bad english i tought you . its funny to see how suddenly people becoming such an important part of your life so fast and for so short time .